My mother is 62, and unfortunately due to her exit seeking behavior she is not a candidate for AL. I have found a MC facility that accepts Medicaid and has an available bed.
Her MLTC case manger, her social worker, and medical team have been trying to get me to rethink MC given her age she is 65 and how active she is they feel memory care will limit her quality of life since her needs can be met in the community. Issue is Medicaid is being stingy with homecare hours, and it legit is not safe for her to be alone.
I feel as if people are making me out to be a monster. I am an only child and work sometimes upwards of 80 hour weeks. I cannot focus on work and my mother. I am a chemical engineer at my age requesting a lighter work load is career suicide.
Any suggestions as to what I should do? Should I follow medical advise and waif to place my mom?
Dementia is a lose lose situation for all concerned. You cannot care for mother at home nor is it safe. The social service people are liars and not living the nightmare THEMSELVES. Just giving false promises of More Help At Home and yada yada. What do YOU do when The Help doesn't show up last minute? Or mom is having a blowout at 2am when you should be sleeping? Or she's up wandering and trying to get out of the house or cook at 3am?
Place your mother. Its the best of a bad situation, which is all you can expect with dementia. You'll be sad, she'll be sad, and everyone will cry. But she will be safe and fed and accounted for 24/7. You can visit her to your hearts content and keep her stocked up on her favorite snacks and pretty blouses.
Don't torture yourself over making the only wise decision you CAN make here. I'm sorry you, me, and millions of others are or were or will be faced with such dreadful decisions now and in the future. I hate dementia with every ounce of my being.
and by community, they mean you — and in reality, only you.
Tell them no and just keep saying no.
Also, how is her MC going to be paid for? Not by you, I hope? Hopefully Medicaid will be paying for it? If I were in your shoes I'd place her asap so that you can resume your life and not have to worry about where your Mom is and what she's doing, or if the Medicaid in-home aids showed up, etc.
Your mission is to get her where she needs to be, to be safe. Otherwise the State does it. You are young and frustrated with the system. Her medical team is playing you like a fiddle. You have various medical "professionals" giving you WEAK advice. They feel "memory care will limit her quality of life"...yet what about YOURS? How has "the Community" helped you so far? Their priority should be her safety! You already found a place you like available, and they have the nerve to attempt to stall her placement? What are they thinking?
You have no other help or siblings, so time to get firm about placement. Repeat these 2 facts as needed:
1. She is not safe alone at home, period.
2. You cannot be her 24/7 caregiver with your demanding job.
You are smart enough to know this is not a pleasant situation, but is required for Mom's safety. You are not a monster, and resent the insinuation that you are. You did not cause Mom's decline. What is so damn bad about placing Mom where she will have 24/7 care, be fed, kept clean and safe? She will be around other people, have activities, socialize, and her wandering behavior be prevented. You can advocate for her, instead of worry and stress out constantly.
The reality is caregiving your "active" Mom is a 24/7 job. She will only get worse. Wandering is extremely dangerous, and they all know it. Memory Care is not an insane asylum, it is a controlled care situation. She will be kept safe from wandering the streets, possibly getting abducted, or hit by a car. I've read numerous stories here, such as elder Mom was found a mile away on a winter night in their nightgown, shivering with hypothermia. You are calling police when you find her missing, you cannot concentrate on your living you need to earn, the stress is incredible. All these people want to do is guilt you with her caregiving and move on! It annoys me they all know better.
Don't buy the "her quality of life will suffer" speech. What about your quality of life? You are not placing Mom in prison. Get your argument ready, and stick to it. Nobody wins with dementia. Not your fault whatsoever. The goal is to keep Mom safe, or she won't have any quality of life!
Let them know you are also a professional in your field, and you aren't allowing them to guilt you or manipulate you into not placing your Mom. You expect them to do their jobs and assist with the Medicaid paperwork. Call a meeting to save time. You aren't going to allow further stalling on her placement.
You will be her #1 advocate, not her stressed out personal caregiver. Don't let their emotional blackmail interfere with this mission. YOU GOT THIS.
That a "care team" would not prioritize safety.
I would also like to think that a facility KNOWING of her exit seeking would NOT admit her as a resident in AL but insist on MC.
So...lets play this game...
You follow their suggestion and place mom in AL not in MC. One night she decides to go to the store to get a box of cookies and either gets lost, and wanders until she freezes to death or gets hit by a car.
You are the one that is plagued by "guilt" because you followed their suggestion.
They write it up and close the case on a "tragedy"
The facility is investigated because they admitted a resident into AL when they should have been in MC.
Go with what you think is right and the "care team" can document that they have suggested Al but you have chosen MC.
Better to be safe than sorry.
SW cannot guarentee an aide won't show up. That Mom is safe in her home. Really, she is at home with an aide. MC there should be activities and socialization. I am not big on SWs. My experience has not been good. Get that Medicaid application started. Sorry, buts its not all about Mom anymore. You are young and need to take in consideration your limits and needs too. 65 is young for Dementia and may advance quickly. Enjoy your Mom by being the child who visits not the one who gets burnt out being a caregiver.
This team should be there to guide you jot tell you whatvyour going to do.
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